restricted travel mandated social distancing isolation every day separation from loved ones ongoing fear of danger potential harm death stepping away for safety avoidance behavior as prevention limited gatherings public spaces disrupted jobs education loss grief uncertainty underlying depression mind-numbing numbers disease deaths no, not just COVID daily life for Black Americans 400 years of Black history after one pandemic year fatigued mindbodyspirit a constant drip of fear worry vigilance only one year try 400 years of all the above white walls prisons poverty cold solid blocks generations of pale hands pressing down down a living terror of random harassment violence murder 400 years living like this imagine that